Alexandra Grant. More lies? Did she forget she married another person 10 years ago... & is still married... UPDATE...
I had a dream about Alexandra Grant. (Which in it's self is disturbing) This is what I saw in the dream. I SAW... Alexandra Grant is married. Not to Keanu Reeves. T he marriage took place around 9/10 years ago on the East coast of America. (Not New York City) I Saw She was in a very close relationship with this "Person" I See she was paid to do this... The person she is married to is of dubious character... This person has been "Away" for quite a while... (If you know what I mean) This person is threatening to return.. She will... To expose the marriage & other criminal behaviors they both had a part in. As I write this. Keanu Reeves & his team. Do not know of this. Alexandra, knows is still legally married. Has her head in the sand. Hoping it will go away... STAY TUNED... MORE TO COME...
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I’ll hope you will forgive me for being forthright in my response to you. You are too overwhelmed to hear. Let me tell you I understand and appreciate where you are coming from.
And God bless you.
And who is David?
How can this person, your sister, who has been part of your life for so long, really go away? It is common for caregivers to have guilt and conflicting emotions‚ all wanting the suffering to be over (and being exhausted from caregiving), yet not wanting the loved one to die.
No one ever really dies. The other side is a glorious place, and nobody suffers anymore. Your sister will be at peace. Healthy. Happy. Free!
Take the time now to say good-bye. Sometimes a dying person LINGERS because she is WORRIED about her spouse or children or other family members and how they will COPE without her. This is the time to express sentiments of love and thankfulness to her and to give her PERMISSION to LET GO. You need to LET GO. She is not happy; she too is suffering more than you know. She is existing, you are existing. Life is meant to be lived.
A soul decides when to depart this life. Forget happy. You are both suffering needlessly.
I do agree that antidepressants are not the answer. These drugs only numb you emotionally. It is not healthy to carry all that negative energy 24 hours a day. You need to feel your grief and to feel free to express it by crying, swearing, screaming, venting, sharing. Let it out. Many people who go on antidepressants only suppress their grief and pain, by delaying the emotional sadness and despair which eventually will present itself in some other form, and usually the individual will become sick themselves.
Many of us here (including myself) would love to have the opportunity to have three questions answered by the incomparable Christian Dion. I really hope you are the lucky person to receive this gift. You deserve it. Much love to you. You are a beautiful soul.
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I am so sorry!
You are a loving sister. Is there any way the nieces, nephews, and other relatives can help you care for your sister? You deserve a respite too. They are your family too.
I think your therapist is frustrated for you but please know I hear your side.
Please.
If you need to talk to me, please ask Christian for my email address. I have Zoom too. I hear better on Zoom than I do on any phone.
I am here for you.
With love,
HRH TW 😘
Everyone would be lucky to have someone like you in their lives. You are a warrior princess.
We had to tell our dad it was okay for him to go home.
Yes, I am still sad.
But I take comfort knowing he is no longer suffering. He is with God.
perhaps it’s not
the aim to stay
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I'm writing this just for you. Please don't think of me as a crazy obsessive person like someone here introduced me . Even if I made things up, it’s my right. I have never hurt anyone nor would I ever do that. The year behind me was tough. Too heavy. The problem is very similar to yours, except that I have a family next to me, so it's much easier.
You know, all this about my mother. She made our lives as easy as she could so that her disease would not affect our lives. But it affected a lot. She was dialyzed 4 times a day at home and a few years ago she started to be almost immobile. Last months in wheelchair. And when she fell into a coma, there was a chance that she would "come back" as an immobile person on dialysis 4 times a day who does not understand speech and is aware of everything. My sister and I made a detailed plan for something like that so we wouldn’t put her in a nursing home. She would die there in a few days and there is no nursing home for such a patient.
The financial context was catastrophic. Social? Friends started not answering. Everyone forgets the seriously ill except the dearest ones. And everything about her funeral hurt me a lot. Only 15 people accompanied her. I didn't even call her sisters. And I don't want to see them, my aunts, in my life anymore. When it got tough, they weren’t there for either her or us. And it started hard when I was a student. At least financially. I used to go to college with only $ 1 in my pocket (even less) and smuggle in transportation because I didn’t have the money to buy a ticket. I kept the money so I could buy myself a sandwich during the day. The money went to my mother's medicine. And her sisters lived and worked in Western Europe with good salaries. They never asked if we needed help. Help of any kind..
Before all this she told me to put her in the home if she was completely immobile because it would hurt her more to know that she was ruining our lives than to be alone in 4 walls. Neither my sister nor I would have sustained such a pace. Realistically no psyche can stand it. And the body. And your psyche has been under burden for quite some time.
I completely understand you. You don't even know how much. Try nursing home, half a day. Or that you take her from nursing home half a day. Or one week there and one week with you. That way she will be happy and you will feel relief. At least a little.
Believe it or not, I understand that with your partner too. All that energy around your sister affects your private life as well. The energy around my mother affected mine. You can't fix that so much. But take the first step, and the second will come somehow naturally. Let it go altogether. Unload the burden and negative energy. Some things can be fixed, some not. Some things will never heal..
Just know that there are people who think of you. Who have a similar torment. You are not alone.
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Please email me
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You are right Wendy
true friends hear you
I am not laughing. Honey needs care too.
You are a precious person who deserves a beautiful life.
Nothing is too hard for God.
Please know we are all praying for you.
With love,
HRH TW 😘
God bless you!
For me, it's already a thing of the past. I don't have any financial difficulties anymore. I even have more than I need. I have people I live for. Few but true friends. But the scar of a long struggle remained. It’s ugly to say but I feel relieved. The CD also helped me but I decided not to take one of his advices about my personal life.
In general, it is difficult to have a family member who has been seriously ill for a long time. No one who has not gone through that understands.
Talk to CD, he will help you.
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Stay calm! Keep the faith!
Love and hugs!
Just a thought…would in-home hospice care be possible? That would give you some help with the caregiving.
Anyway, feel free to vent to away! We are listening and care about you.